Lyrics

Reminiscing lately/ 
Damn Life is crazy/ 
Gave an ex my heart, she played me/… 
One good ex that hate me/ 
How you once was bro, now shady/…. 
Losing friends don’t phase me/ 
I’m the 1 to rocket, McGrady/… 
But your envy pains me/ 
Laid down just 1 line, you crossed it/…. 
Made us alcoholics/ 
You cheated, I just thought it/ 
All ya shit I pawned it/ 
All of these thoughts have me exhausted/… 
Memories I’m haunted/ Momma needed me, I saw it/…. 
Grandpa died, she lost it/ That’s my only attempted homi/ 
He mentioned grandpa’s body/ 
Flashbacks of pain for mommy/ 
Released a kill inside me/ Hit him and he hit the deck/… 
Then I kicked his head/ 
Hands tight around his neck/…. 
This fo what you said/ 
You think this shit a game nigga?/…. 
The grief my momma shed/ 
Flashbacks of pain nigga/….. 
Her tears still in my bed/ 
Niggas came and broke it up/…. 
We got low we tucked/ 
Got to dip on 12, get fucked/…. 
Realize both lives got lucked/ 
That’s for later in the story/….. 
Let’s fast forward for now This my L, a shameful story/…. 
New niggas came to town, And they all clicked up/…. 
I handle mine my solo, I ain’t give a bitch or fuck/…. 
I planned to fight em dolo, Rumors that they going to jump me/… 
I called all 3 of the bus, like a prideful dummy/… 
Pussy stayed. Took my shit of to square up, he snuck me/… 
I rolled back, right eye shut. Man... It’s a donesie/ 
My shit leaking, I post up and regain my stance/ 
Vision stable, scan for dude so I can throw my hands/ 
He top the hill, saying niggas need to leave him alone/
How he’s not The fighting type and he pack that chrome/ …. 
I try to chase, but people stopped me, Cause my eye was fucked/… 
“You can not fight like this” “Just Watch me” down to self destruct/….
A Decade later, none of us ever ran into each other/…. 
A soon labor, I just heard about connect us further/… 
Cousin called me, flippin out ready to lose his shit/… 
The news appalled me, but excitement filled me, I admit/…. 
He said the dude you beat for grandpa. Member that muhh fucka/… 
He about to become a new dad and little sis the mother/…. 
Fam want me vibin like I just pop deuce, Jayson Tatum/…. 
Wont be his homie theres no truce, but here’s an ultimatum/… 
I’ll keep the peace only if he comes and apologize/… 
Or these hands always on sight, he getting terrorized/…. 
He got the word and dodged for months until I caught him lackin/… 
Walked into auntie crib, I smirk. I’m like outside its CRACKIN/…. 
We head outside he tries to talk, I’m like this how it goin/… 
You either make right or get hit left, I’m not jokin/…. 
He apologized for grandpa and all that occurred/….. 
He hasn’t fucked with them in years, he been had left that herd/…. 
Here comes Big Cuz he was surprised that we ain’t clash it out/…. 
I said he wrote his wrongs as a man, we hashed it out/….
We hopped in my whip for ciroc. Bottle pop for peace/…. 
To celebrate the death of beef & birth of my niece/….. 
I quickly realized how life is really sick and twisted/…. 
If I choked him out back then, then no one benefitted/.. 
Not only would I rot in jail for the crime committed/…. 
But then my cousins as I know them would never existed/….